She's Five foot five! :)

There was once a girl,

goes by a name tough to pronounce!

So I named her swapz,

easy to say, ready to bounce...

I came to know her,

over the past few weeks.

Sweet 'n cute defines her,

to be the best is what she seeks.

For one who mediates,

day and night without fail,

she sure is impatient!

With the concentration equivalent of a chimp!

Irritating her,

ain't no mighty task!

It will piss her off,

and you'll end laughing hard.

A tiara would I gift her,

out of chocolates into a crown.

For she loves,

none other than chocolate brown...

She idolises Taylor Swift,

the reason I'm yet to know.

her Facebook Pic proves it all,

and chick music creeps me out!

Flamboyance fills her up,

and sarcasm is in her stride.

I'm yet to see her,

and she's five foot five!

For the love of my life, who completes me...

Seems to me, like I have known you

all my life

though its been only an year

since we crossed paths.

Friends that we were,

but for little did I know

was something brewing there.

Needless to say

we were there for each other.

But deep within, we both knew

that we were meant to be together.

Never did i believe in,

"love at first sight".

But mighty wrong was was i proved,

as i fell in love with you every day and night.

Every memory of yours

will I treasure.

For the days I don't see you

I'll need them most for sure!

Your love is all I need

to keep me alive.

For without it,

my poor soul would surely die.

No harm would reach you,

that I promise.

Keep you happy forever,

that I promise.

Fulfill every dream of yours,

that i Promise.

Show you the life,

that I promise.

Countless promises that i state,

I swear not to break.

Hold your hand, I will

every time you feel lonely.

Wipe your tears, I will

every time you cry.

Make your dreams come true, I will

every night you sleep.

Hug you, I will

every time you need one.

pray for you, I will

so that god would hear you...

Every time I walk around,

wondering what the hell to do.

And I'm trying concentrate

but all i can think is of you.

Baby, when you're gone

I realise I'm in love.

Days go on and on

and the night just seem so long.

Things just feel so wrong,

baby when you're gone.

I've been driving up and down these streets,

trying to find some where to go.

And I'm look for a familiar face

but there's no one I know.

This is torture,

this is pain.

It feels I'm gonna go insane.

And I hope you'll never leave me,

cos I dunno what to do.

The things we did,

the things we said

are coming back to me

to make me smile again.

You showed me how to

face the truth.

Everything good in me

I owe to you.

Though the distance thats between us

may seem so far,

it will never separate us.

Deep inside, I know who you are

never gone, never far,

in my heart is where you are.

See the rhythm beat,

thats my heart.

You shot me with the arrow

from the start.

And you should know,

that this love has got me trapped.

Every time I leave,

you bring me back.

So much water,

at times I fought a river.

You dried my eyes

and bought me back to laughter.

When I lay next to you,

I wanna wake up,

and when I break up

is only to make up.

If we don't step up,

we lose our groove.

So confused,

don't know which way to move.

Hold my hand and tell me

you feel it too.

Look into my eyes and tell me,

"BABY, I LOVE YOU".

Everyday, I'll be your umbrella,

we can make it through any kind of weather.

You step up, I step up,

girl, cos I'm trying to be with you forever.

I swear to you,

I'll always be there for you.

There's nothing

I won't do.

I promise you,

all my life,

I'll live for you.

And we will make it through.

Forever, we will be,

together, you and me.

And when I hold you,

nothing can compare.

With all my heart,

you can be sure,

I'll be right there for you!

I believe in us,

nothing else would ever

mean so much.

Your the one i trust,

our time has come.

We are not two people,

now, we are one,

second to none.

Look into my eyes,

you'll see,

what you mean to me.

Search your heart,

search your soul.

When you find me there,

you'll search no more.

Don't tell me,

its not worth trying for.

You can't tell me,

its not worth dieing for!

You know its true,

everything I do,

I do it for you.

Look into your heart,

you'll find,

there's nothing to hide.

Take me as I am,

take my life,

I would give it up!

I would sacrifise.

Don't tell me,

its not worth fighting for.

I can't help it,

there's no one I want more.

There's no love,

like your love.

And no other,

can give me more love.

There's no way,

unless your there.

All the time.

All the way!

Yeah, I would fight for you.

I would Lie for you.

Walk the mile for you.

YEAH, I WOULD DIE FOR YOU.

You know its true,

everything I do,

I do it,

FOR YOU.

Happy valentines day,

for the love of my life,

for the woman who showed me the way of life,

from right or wrong.

The angel who dawned upon me,

the sweet lil' senorita,

who keeps me alive with her love.

The very same who killed me,

with her breath taking beauty!

Love you sweety!

Why Do We Call It Love???

Why does it hurt?
Was it wrong to love?
Was it a crime to be loved?
Then, why does it tear me apart?
This one enigma leaves me befuddled.
As the answer lies in one's heart.

Very few have found the truth,
though many are foolish to seek it.
Oh! it sure makes one elated.
But the sadness and pain that envelopes you,
drags you down to satan's hellhole.

Pain is what you receive,
silence is what you hear.
Loneliness makes you grieve,
happiness is your foe.

Hope is a myth,
and anguish surrounds you.
Vexation leaves you weak,
with death enticing you.

Was this what I asked for?
To truly smile and laugh is what is desire.
My lady luck deserted me eons ago,
leaving me stranded,
and hopelessly helpless,.

Then why do we call it love?
cause' all I see is tears being shed,
and blood being bled.
Do you call this love?
As far as love goes,
it contradicts itself in virtual reality!!!

How can one say, "love is all we need" ???
Cause' all it creates is, chaos and mayhem in your heart.
It resembles a quicksand,
the longer you stick around,
the faster you drown.

"Everything's fair in love and war",
goes the famous saying.
It should be rephrased,
"Everything in love IS WAR".
And trust me you wouldn't walk out live....

So I ask again,
why do we call it love??

I now answer the ever evading mystery.
Love has made me sober,
but it has made me courageous.
Love has turned me into a loner,
but it has made me wiser.

I agree, love has shattered my heart,
but the same heart grew back mightier than ever before.
No doubt, love is a poison, killing you,
a slow unimaginable walk towards death,
but very few are aware of the hidden antidote!
And only the lionhearted can have it.

Love is like the dark ages,
where the weak do not belong.
Survival of the fittest,
is the equation,
for the faint-hearted,
is a certain end.

Love is a war,
and victory is inevitable,
for those who apply the right tactics
and wise strategies.

Love is a game,
and to be the master of the game
and to watch success in your stride,
he who loves and
who wants to win the hand
of his damsel is distress,
must attain the virtue of patience
and hard work he must commit to.

True love is never gone in waste,
and hard work is never left unrewarded.
Love is not a child's play,
but a gamble of two hearts.

Are you still wondering,
why do we still call it love???
Read between the lines people,

"ONE MAY LAMENT,
ONE MAY BLEED,
FOR HE MAY NEVER KNOW,
THE BLESSING HE RECEIVED....."

dedicated to my beloved.....

Night after night, I gaze at the stars,
twinkling like shimmering diamonds...
Like always, I reach my hand forward,
hoping to grab them, cos for me they look all too familiar!!
Seconds to minutes and minutes to hours, and I still couldn't recollect!!
was it just another deja vu??
naa, for I'm sure I've laid mah eyes on them somewhere!!!
Another hour sailed by, seem like ages and eons though!!!
I then realised, boss it was the bloody twinkle that was driving me nuts!!!
I knew now that my crusade was nearing its end,
as i finally remember where I had seen that mesmerising twinkle.
I had seen it in my beloved's eyes.
Ever so radiating, sharp and diligent, innocent and caring.
Her eyes were like a cauldron pot full of love,
a complete recipe for enternal beauty.
If I were to have it my way,
I would happily drown in her eyes,
stare into them till my ever approaching death......

poem num 2.........

May morning come with hordes of snow,
never know what the future may behold.
Like every drop in the storm,
may discover many a treasure awaiting to be sworn!!
No matter what prevails,
life's a test, and notes you ought to take!!!
If misfortune hovers above, no worries!
cos, for every winter is followed by spring..........

My cherished memoirs......

My senses tell me that I love her,
for I hear her name being chanted by the passing gale.
My senses tell me that I miss her,
for I can feel her floating beside me out in the open ocean.
My senses tell me that I simply adore her,
for I can smell her when I stroll past the orchids.
My senses tell me that I a cant live without her,
for I can taste her when the cool water wets my parched throat.
I know my senses are telling me no lies,
for the mere fact that she exists, itself brings peace to my soul.
Night, day, morning, may come,
death may roll over me,
fate may not side with me,
luck my fail me,
but my love for her will never leave me.....
I do not speak out her name aloud for the fear of treachery.
For those whom I trust, already know my allegiance towards her.
Never have I ever met such a person,
I thank the almighty.
Her beauty is no lesser than that of an angel,
her soft, tender, pink rosy lips when erupt into a smile,
It blows me off my feet.
her eyes bubbling with innocence,
her hair all black and shiny,
rippling in the passing wind......
oh sweet Alabama!!!!
she's the one!!!!
I've seen something in her,
that others haven't...
It's her soul, her spirit, her true inner self.
It took me time though,
as i was disillusioned and reckless
and the moment i laid my eyes on her,
I knew we both were destined to be soul mates.
I dunno how can I ever thank her,
for the change she has bought in me.
All i know is that, If we ever tie the knot,
I'll turn her life into a fairy tale,
Her wish will be my command,
her happiness will me goal,
her tears will be my execution......
But because of my stupidity,
I've ruined her life.
Her life's nothing better than hell
all thanks to me.....
I dunno if i can ever forgive myself,
I'm so sorry my love...
will you ever forgive me??
This one question rides upon my lips....
all i want is your happiness,
for I'm ready to sacrifice mine.
for I'm yours,
all for you.

InTrO....

Greeting to all those people who are reading this blog..............
I honestly appreciate your kindness by sparing five minutes of precious time.

My name is Karthik Sharma (anonymous of course!!). I have successfully lived for the past 18 years on this planet earth. Accounting all the pains, ups and downs that I have endured, I would say it was quite an experience. Lemme give you a sneak preview of my deeds......., my experiences vary right from being the naughtiest lad of my age to helping victims in an accident. So as you can see, I have a very complex amalgam of rich memoirs, adventures and ordeals etc. So lets start, shall we??

GENESIS:
Birth is one of the many wonders of mother nature. Its a process which marks the antecedent of a soul, open to testing its survival skills in this harsh, cruel and unforgiving world. As we do not remember our birth and early days of our babyhood, our clan sure does. By recounting the tales sung by our kin we can reconstruct a brief but satisfying picture. Here's to what I have been able to revamp. According to medical reports, I was born in Hyderabad in a hospital (whose name i couldn't recall!!!) with a and very old heritage. Born on 2nd November, it also happened to be a very auspicious day. It was the 'karthik pournami', on hearing this a nurse whose dotage surpassed many wised wizards, came running just to have look at me!!!!.......So much for a grand entrance, huh??...lol.

FIRST STEPS:
According my dad's mom, i was one of the most cutest babes to be born in our progeny. Yeah i too had the same thought as you have right now (how can this ugly dodo be a good looking babe????). Trust me guys it is true!! I was simply adorable, chubby, flamboyant, etc. According my folks, I was very naughty and mischievous even when i was a toddler!!!.....In their words, " you showed us hell even as a baby!!" [compliments of my dad :)].

LKG aur UKG:
My parents enrolled me into the Naval Public School (now known as Navy Children School). I really couldn't recollect much, but it was in Kochi and it went quite smoothly.

1st standard, 2nd standard, etc...:
As usual i was again enrolled into the famed NCS. This time i was in Mumbai and it was then i discovered my extraordinary habit of being accident prone!!!......There wasn't a day when i didn't return home without an injury! My mum would go nuts i tell you, it used to drive her crazy!

To be continued....